[he knows he did make things worse, and knew he would the moment he made the decision to go to that window.]

That was different. Nothing is worse than Zagreus. I refuse to become him again--[especially not after what he saw in his nightmare]--and I won't allow the same to happen to you too, do you understand?

[sinks down onto the couch near her, but he restrains himself from doing more.] You are going to remain my beautiful, intelligent, and extremely stubborn ship forever. Nothing will change you.